suddenly i am so full of confidence
confident i will pass my O
i dunnoe where i got these confidence from...
but lets pray fer me...

Morinin' at sch is soso
but after a small break, it make my day bad
after that teo came to me again and ask abt my O (doesnt he ever get tired?)
asked me why i nv go Tp open hse with them on fri

Teo: what happened on friday?
Me: i go other poly openhse
Teo: which poly?
Me: Nyp
Teo: go there do what?
Me: huh? go there walk ard and then see course loh
Teo: what course you find
Me: engineerin' informatic
Teo: good anot?
Me: very good and easy to get in and in future need this kind in the industry
Teo: wow? easy to get arz? what are you good at?
Me: huh? language (anyhow shoot)

then guess what? that dean was like makin' this sarcastic fake cough and then he start to say sth to han pei. i know they are talkin' abt me.
and i dunnoe i just cant stop be affected by ppl opinions
i just cant stand it.
but i hope i am the one who get the last laugh

Then in workshop, i used too much strength and spoiled the machine
and few ppl were like walau.
i know its my faults but why they have to make such useless jerkin'
and not try to solve the problem?
its also like this when i was in sec one
i really hate it
that why when i realised i spoil the machine
i quicky ask fer help from teo
and make sure minimum ppl know abt it
but teo dun help at all? he ASK ME to fuckin' fix it!
i am like, do i look like someone who know how to fix
if i know, will i still ask you fer help?

Then teo lets us off early again
went to bishan library to slack
and seriously i REALLY cant stand that sicko!
he is like makin fun out of me
sayin' abt my parents, my family and joked abt ayumi deaf ear
daniel, why didnt you fight back?
i told myself endure...
very soon i will leave this place
i manage my anger and become mute and deaf all the time
see how i want to get into poly very much?
so pls, next week
pls dun fail me
pls dun make me cry and fill with dissapointment
i want to go poly!

and if i get into poly, i will adopt a Happy & Friendly Scheme
i want to maintain good relationship with new classmates
i want the class to be bondin'
jus like jasmin class where they celebrate each other birthday together
bond together
yes, i am jealous when i read abt how much fun she had with her class in her blog
yes, i am really jealous
very jealous
i wan to be happy-go-lucky guy
i want to be cheerful
i want to be happy

i wonder besides my friends, who read my blog?
i wonder did anyone from my class found out that i keepin' a blog?
are they readin' it everyday?
but then i doubt it la
unless they are like nicholas ang...so powerful
i am really amaze by his GIS sia!!

speakin' of that...
my area keep havin funerals
i remed, that day when abt to meet nicholas on sat midnite
i was walkin' but suddenly a funeral like pop out all of the sudden
so i quickly change my way and try to avoid it
but i dunnoe why
i still ended up in that funeral
and i was cursin' when i realised i am in the funeral when i walk the other way round!!

sorry, no word of day, no idioms and no pictures
yes, wm, i also depressin'
lol