I've got so much to say here but I think if I start, I'll offend many people out there. So I think I better keep my mouth shut.

My hotmail is fucking not working when I need it to do serious work. I'm not being understanding, I neglect, I've an attitude that you can't handle. I'm such a loser when it comes to relationships. I cry myself to sleep at nights just because I can't take it anymore. I can't handle stress. I'm not born to be strong minded and able to take things to my stride. I'm unhappy over the slightest thing that could happen. I can't balance out my life properly, my school my love life my job my family. I'm weak in doing everything, anything. I wanna have fun but yet at the same time I can't make things fair for everyone else. I suck, I know.