
Today, I was walking at the interchange and this babygirl walking to my direction with her parents following her behind. Blocking her way, she looked up to me with her big bright innocent eyes and gave me wide grins. 'Jiejie' and I went awww so cuteeee, smiling to myself.
At the end of the day, I was waiting for the lift and this old man was walking out of it in a super duper ultra slow speed. I pressed the lift for him and he smiled at me, and I did the same back too. It was then I thought that as I'm growing older each year, my parents are growing older too. I feel so bad for being sucha spoilt brat all along, when they always try to give the best of everything and I'm still not satisfied for it at all. This morning, my mum wanted to cook a nice meal for me but I rejected the offer and raised my voice at her instead, just because I was feeling cranky. I spent the whole time complaining and whining how unhappy I was, she was doing whatever she could to make me feel better, but I thanked her by throwing tantrums instead. I feel so bad now but she's not at home and won't be home for the next 3 days. I feel like talking to her now. :( Sorry mum..
When I was on my way out in the afternoon, my mind was filled w/ thousands of thoughts. This is one of the reasons why I like long bus rides alone (?) Met Siewyin at TM to have a simple dinner at Popeyes again. :)