Firstly, thank you so much for Siewyin Xinghuei and Shumin for the help today at the photoshoot for Zag&Zag. Appreciate so much, seriously I wont know how to handle everything by myself if I were alone. 辛苦你们了!
Did a brief reflection on my life just hours ago. Yes, I'm working on a 5day week for Singtel now. Each day when I get home from work, I'd need to check Z&Z's emails and invoices/ parcels to be sent out the next day. Check out fellow websites to do some research before I head to sleep. So the cycle repeats everyday till I got a day off, I'll spend it on sourcing or dates out with my lovely friends. If not, I'd need to get ready pictures for the next collection and, do some accounting (WHICH I HATE THE MOST) and sleep. This is how I spend my 7 days in a week and its still not enough. I've yet to spend time with my family and I dont even stay at home on my off days except for today. When was the last time I stayed home for dinner? My dad asked me to go on a KL trip sometime next month and I'm still deciding.. Mum told me they'd want me to go because I havent been spending time with family, but how to when I've got so much things to do on hand and I don't have extra cash to go on a leisure trip now at the moment. Fyi, I've stopped taking allowance ever since I graduated because I don't want my parents to support my miscellaneous stuffs financially anymore. I feel bad enough to take money from them when they always give me what I want, 伸手要钱 just to play hard and eat hard (and spend hard) for the past 19 years. I'm already freaking 20 this year already? Should start repaying them now instead of the other way round. 败家子 is so not our family culture.
Education? I've somehow decided on RMIT's Marketing Degree. Another couple of years and I'll get over and done with my education, thats it.
I'm not hating what I'm doing; in fact I love doing it. At least I've things to do, to keep me busy and at least I know what I want in my own life. Just that I'm getting tired; physically tired, but I know I can't afford to stop here. I have to keep on going till I see results. I just need support, sometimes.
