"when the night melts into dawn, you'd be my painkiller."
those were the last words i was able to think of as i locked deep into his eyes.
secrets untold. love undeclared. feelings hidden. his eyes are like a sea of mysteries, a land of fairies people had never heard of.
there were times when i'd just sit quietly beside him, enjoying every single moment of his overwhelming presence- those times like that that you wouldn't even care about words anymore, only a matter of heart and loneliness.
i had finally came into a decision that i'd keep my love for him as a secret.
call me a coward, but i think what really matters is what lies behind the decision itself; for i know that our story is still worth continuing, and trying to make things faster just won't do me any justice.
photography by devina
vintage faux-leather jacket/ mango denim jacket (worn as top)/ vintage modified leopard-print skirt/ DIY laddered tights/ rotelli boots/ accessories: mango chain necklace, bamboo blonde turquoise and silver necklace, DIY necklace with ring pendant
ha. back to my comfort zone. not much i can say here except extends of thank yous for many wonderful souls out there who had supported fashion atelier. until now. eventhough i'll have to tell you guys again and again, it won't bother me to say that you readers really mean a lot to me, all of you keep the blog going!
special thank you goes to graham of suck my savvy for the lovely feature of me here. i love the way he added colors to my pictures. he's super talented! also to leah, julia, and the rest of the others who had left very supportive comments regarding my writing.
stay tuned for an interesting interview with kim, the talent behind the blog ice age heat wave who has never failed to amaze me with her wonderfully-written short stories. i'll be preparing the questions soon!
last but not least, i now own a formspring.me account. if you have anything to ask me, just go here. :)
until then, have a nice day everyone!
