I was just looking at our photos a couple of hours ago, thinking that its time we should meet because there're loads of stuffs to catch up. Who knows bad news just have to come at this time. I really don't know how to make you feel better and I suck at consoling, all I know is just to be physically there for someone, whether I'm being needed or not. When you feel kinda sour on the inside whenever your loved ones break down infront of you... Yknow the feeling? That's how close she is to me. I could still rmb those times. It was so difficult and I won't wanna experience it again, but here I am now. All I hope is you'll be ok. I trust that you'll be, because you'll be strong, you've been through harder than this. (L)