It doesn't feel like its the holidays, or does it feel like it? Love the cooling weather these days, hate it when I could actually sleep somemore but I can't thanks to some ongoing renovation upstairs.
Been having random thoughts lately, random dreams even - though I can't remember what they were. As I recall, I missed those secondary school days, when rubbish and nonsense existed and its not wrong to act like you're stupid. As we grow up, we're expected to mature, to look mature, to think maturely, to do things in a matured way. So when you do something stupid or nonsensical, people will start to laugh at you/ criticise you. The worst part is nobody will tell you if you are right or wrong, no one will correct your mistakes. Because we're being taught that only fake people do succeed in life. We won't wanna offend people, so we bring smiles everywhere we go, and even if someone is dying to say 'Hi I hate you so much you bitch' they won't do it anyway.
In the past, we couldn't wait to grow up; because parents would give us more freedom, would leave us alone, we could do whatever we wanted, and we thought we'd be 'cooler' like that. Now.. I guess everyone just want their age to stay and never to advance. Growing up, is never easy.
Next week gonna be hell of a busy one for me.
