Life.

Lol it's been a long time since I've used the straightener now and then, super lazy to do so and so troublesome hahaha. anyway I'm only heading to work!

Ok, took my full time pay for the second time and I always feel that my hard work always get paid off on this day, really. Though many have left, came and went but what else can I wish for? At least i've a bunch of colleagues whom I really worked well with and at least they're the reason for me to go to work feeling motivated. For your info, I'm only one of the 3 females who're working in this environment hahaha but maybe thats why they're always so helpful and in return always get bullied by me hehehe. They can be as old as 30+ but still can get along well with all the rubbish and all we always talk about in the office. Will be till end of June only, so mai hiam and just continue with work la hor? :)

Few more weeks and I'll see my poly mates again, I can't wait - though I'm reluctant to turn up for the grad ceremony, at least I can take photos with them for the last time!!!! I really hope everyone will turn up leh, not my group of girls but people like Priscilla ah Charlotte ah, missed yall! :)

You know what, I think I'm one who really value friendships as though like they're really important to me. Yes they certainly are. Almost all of us are working now and actually I really do miss talking to them. It really brightens up my day when receiving random texts because at least to me, I'm remembered by them. My working hours and the working environment I'm in doesn't really allow me to text much, especially when I'm having a busy day at work but I really do appreciate all this text msgs coming to me, even though its just gossiping or whatever rubbish we can talk about know. Maybe its not just about texting each other, its like... Just few days ago Siewyin came looking for me at work and I was so happy but I couldnt find a chance to talk to her. Alvin and Jasreel came too! :( I don't know how long all this people and I will keep in contact with but at least I wanna keep them in my life now!! I'm not just referring to my bestfs, really - you ppl know who you are ok. ;')

Born this way.

This is way overdued! Hahahah but we girls met up last Friday for a dinner! Earlier in the afternoon, Xinghuei and I went to school and got our grad gowns. Now I sorta regretted going for it I dont know why. Okkkk treat it as a phototaking session with my beloved friends and I for the last time aye? :)

Before meeting Weijin and Yy, Xinghuei and I went on a lil shopping and its been a long long time I swear. Finally settled down on a place at Orchard Central to have our dinner! 

This is not ala carte... Its a set menu that we ordered for 4 persons. And obviously we didn't even finish everything :S End up its like.. $39 per person?! Overall its nice though, no complains.

So we caught up with each other on our working lives so far. We really need this kinda of session once in a while for our rants, if not we gonna go bonkers at the rate we're working hahaha. 

@SiewYinL Dinner soon! I miss ni! 

Work's still the same so far, minus that incident that I got scolded like a mad dog that day. Really, it gets so tough and tiring sometimes I feel that why am I still staying with this job when others are already moving on to other directions. Tsk, gonna just hang in there and sure gonna have my share of fun in July before school starts. 

I really wanna go on a holiday again! Yes I really wanna spend my 20th overseas though, Singapore is so boring and everyone's either working or busy to even meetup with each other. Pffffft. Guess my 20th will be a quiet one I supposed. Just wanna meet up with random people like Eunice, Cindy, blahblahblah. Don't ask me why, I just feel like it. :(

I love my friends, I love my off days, I love Z&Z, I love what I love the most in my life. :)

Finally after so long, all of us (except for Norvan) finally fulfilled our own words and went on a trip together. Hehe yea I just went last week but I prefer the food there definitely! Its okay Norvan, we'll have plenty of chances the next time round that you'll join in, sickbird!

So now let the pictures do the talking... Btw I needa haircut really soon LOL.

The 6 of six split cabs. On the cab to Jusco with Zt and KS! :D 

Best part was the dinner that everyone looked forward to. Guess how much is this only!?!?

Last Friday, I spent my off day watching Gold Class for the first time!! The feeling damn shiokz, own blanket, adjustable chair, table for food and all. You can literally just sleep..... A total different (good) experience. The movie was okay, kinda draggy though IMO. ^^

Thanks to this, I think I'm getting addicted to Gold Class liaoz. Tsk. (Y)

Oh btw, ZAG&ZAG has launched! :D

Struggling to keep on going.

Firstly, thank you so much for Siewyin Xinghuei and Shumin for the help today at the photoshoot for Zag&Zag. Appreciate so much, seriously I wont know how to handle everything by myself if I were alone. 辛苦你们了! 

Did a brief reflection on my life just hours ago. Yes, I'm working on a 5day week for Singtel now. Each day when I get home from work, I'd need to check Z&Z's emails and invoices/ parcels to be sent out the next day. Check out fellow websites to do some research before I head to sleep. So the cycle repeats everyday till I got a day off, I'll spend it on sourcing or dates out with my lovely friends. If not, I'd need to get ready pictures for the next collection and, do some accounting (WHICH I HATE THE MOST) and sleep. This is how I spend my 7 days in a week and its still not enough. I've yet to spend time with my family and I dont even stay at home on my off days except for today. When was the last time I stayed home for dinner? My dad asked me to go on a KL trip sometime next month and I'm still deciding.. Mum told me they'd want me to go because I havent been spending time with family, but how to when I've got so much things to do on hand and I don't have extra cash to go on a leisure trip now at the moment. Fyi, I've stopped taking allowance ever since I graduated because I don't want my parents to support my miscellaneous stuffs financially anymore. I feel bad enough to take money from them when they always give me what I want, 伸手要钱 just to play hard and eat hard (and spend hard) for the past 19 years. I'm already freaking 20 this year already? Should start repaying them now instead of the other way round. 败家子 is so not our family culture.

Education? I've somehow decided on RMIT's Marketing Degree. Another couple of years and I'll get over and done with my education, thats it. 

I'm not hating what I'm doing; in fact I love doing it. At least I've things to do, to keep me busy and at least I know what I want in my own life. Just that I'm getting tired; physically tired, but I know I can't afford to stop here. I have to keep on going till I see results. I just need support, sometimes.

I just love off days like this.

This week's a lil special because I've got two off days straight, which I don't usually get it/ requested for it. Finally decided to do some local sourcing and I did it with Siewyin! :D Taught me alot of things ah hehee ^^ Still got a long way to go / loads of things to learn though. I can't wait for our BKK trip together hehehe. Had lunch at Arnold's, by the time we're done it was already evening. So we went back to our homes respectively and came out again (LOL) met each other at Bugis. 

She brought me to this nice place -15 Minutes, ambience was nice... concept was nice.. The most satisfying of all was the food! Had their pastas and ordered this.. Oriental Duck Pizza? Sounds weird right, but its really roasted duck on top of the pizza! HAHA. 

Eat full full, stomachs big big, made our way down to Nex and met the lovely colleagues for supper. Of course we didn't order any food and as usual spent the time listening to them talk and talk and talk. Heheh. Kam xia Siewyin for sucha nice day spent. :D

Today, slept till my heart's content before I decided to wake up at 130pm. LOVE LONG SLEEPING HOURS (Y) Okay anyway, was so frustrated thinking of where to go/ what to eat for dinner and all. Ended up it was an impromptu decision to go JB! HAHAHA. Had a nice late lunch there, walked around City Square. The last time I went was when my sis brought me there? Love the Kim Gary HK cafe there hehe. 

When we're back in Sg, I suggested to eat our dinner at Geylang. WAN DOU SEK (L) (L) Managed to get seats too hehe. Okay this is how I spent my two off days. Can't wait for the next one, which will be on Monday. YAY.

So... what are friends for?

Kinda miss the way we chiong our project together hahaha.

Maybe as we grow up, its proven that there's no such thing as 'friends forever'. This only applies to the older generation, maybe all of us are grown up to learn how to be selfish. Maybe all we want is just to live by ourselves and only when we feel lonely, thats when friends come in. Maybe when we stop contacting, we'll begin to lose contact. Maybe even the best of friends will become strangers one day. 

As much as I want us to be as close as ever, but I dont think its possible. Nay. Lets just see how it goes. 

Anyway, who is considering Marketing Mgt @ SIM? :D

So I've launched my debut collection yesterday at Zag&Zag. Thanks for those who helped to spread the word, appreciate so much (L)

Started my first day of work too. I'm glad my colleagues are always ready to help me whenever I come across any problems. Poor them for always helping me to take up my shit too HAHA.

And... here I am, knowing exactly what I want and what I wanna go for. The only thing I'm praying now for is the exact good timing, doing things at the right time and right place (Y) So glad that Zt Cons and Ks have their own direction now too. (L) I feel so excited for them now LOL.

From the first to the last.

We girls didn't start out as one, Jiebing&co gave us the impression that their group were so noisy in class because of her contagious laughter! So we thought we'd be fun to hang out together as one and there it is, during our first year of Commskills presentation :)

As time went by, Nicole and Siewyin joined in the fun and our group grown bigger and noisier of course. Everywhere we went, we won't forget to fill the place with our laughter and noise, inviting stares from strangers but image is one that we didn't really bother, as long as we were happy with each other's company :D

When Year2 came, all of us had mixed feelings with new classmates and all, not forgetting myself. Was glad that I was still with some of my girls and I had great classmates! Kinda missed the times we had in 1st Avenue though....

Along with year3, this are the people that fought through the days and nights, doing up paragraphs and paragraphs of words, had countless of bitchings with each other and the last night before fyp submission is definitely one night I won't forget. -inserts vulgarities- Glad all is over and I'm glad I have you people with me. Without all of you, the 60-page report won't even exist. (L)

So on the last day of our paper/school, some of the girls left and the rest of us went for dinner at Bedok Point. Had a good talk with all of them, about marriage (!), studies, life, whatever lot... Luv you people! :>

LAST LECTURE OF OUR POLY JOURNEY!

Changed our plans to have Hei Sushi instead because of the tempting buffet which includes so many things!!! Soooo satisfied hehez.

But this poor girl was feeling so worried and frustrated about the lizard in her car earlier on, she didn't even drive to Ehub because of it. All of us thought it was just a normal lizard until......

We went back together as a group to find the lizard for her because there were ppl like Jessica who was not so afraid of it. So we started opening her doors, car boot, car seats whatsoever.... Some of them already look though this area but found nothing. Then...

SiewYin: Aye open up the thing again see have anot leh.

Weijin: We just now open already nothing leh

SiewYin: Open again la see see.

*I took the umbrella and forgotten who was holding the board for me as I was trying to knock on it*

THEN SUDDENLY SIEWYIN SCREAMED '在那边'!!!!!!! AND I SCREAMED LOR ALTHOUGH I DK WHERE IT WAS. 

Don't know who screamed also la but finally all of us saw HOW BIG THE LIZARD WAS. So disgustingly looking as it has spots or whatever on its body and its freaking big with its long tail :S Freaking disgusting to the max.

And true enough, we scream scream scream and our 'sister' wanted to came to our rescue, couldn't find it already. But some of them saw it went to the back seats. So we decided to park the car outside so we can open the doors and find it thoroughly..

Second time, 'sister' was checking the right seat and I went over to check on the left. As I looked and looked I happened to see one brown thingy crawling all over the black seat. IT WAS THE LIZARD HAHAH AND I SCREAMED LA SO FREAKING BIG.

All of us came to my rescue again but our screams scared the lizard away. Till it was nowhere to be found. :( So hot and tiring under the hot sun.....

And there goes our highlight of the day. Definitely not being bimbos but I didn't even expect the lizard to be so huge and unlike those lizards we have at home :/ Not really as scared as I am for cockroaches but still it was disgusting enough to make me have goosebumps all over. :S

Were freaking tired to carry on and thus we went separate ways while Xinghuei rushed home like dk what lololol. Weijin, Siewyin and I went to Tampines, I wanted to buy KOI! But decided not to in the end. So tired, so tired. :(

Day 4 of CNY!

Norvan's parents invited us over to his house for BBQ! Constance was so nice to fetch alllllll of us from our house and to his. So while waiting....

Banker of the day! 

Supposed to breakeven but I'm losing very fast when I play with them. Practically every round wth hahaha.

Then we went down for BBQ! Constanny you look very tall here!!!! 

All the iPhone users playing Mr Bump together! :D

My bestfriend in action. I'VE NO IDEA WHY OUR HEADS WERE LIKE THAT THOUGH HAHA.

At the end of the day, I managed to catch up with her virtually. Absolutely (L) it!

我的死党.

Love it when I get to sit with them during lectures. Love it when we scribbled on each other's notes like nobody's business. Love it when we make fun of others secretly and Sy will always say '你们很bad leh' Love it when I find either one of them in school in between my classes/after classes. Love it when we kp each other when we bought sala things for each other. Love it when I get their texts randomly when I'm in school. Just love it when I've these friends because to me, they're called the real friends.

It feels great to be back in school again, minus the waking-up-at-7am part, plus having to go to work after school hours. Anyway, I've nothing to do after school hours so why not go to work just like how I went to teach tuitions last semester right? I'll stop by the end of this month and probably go back to my tuition....

No school today and I met up with the two girls for a mini shopping spree! The best thing was that I forgot to bring my wallet out, which was the most important thing of all items -.- Finally bought birkens! Was hesitating and yaaaaa they psycho-ed me to buy in the end so....

Before whatever drama that took place earlier on, I was one who don't appreciate who is true to me, who's been there whenever I need somebody and stay up for hours to listen to my rants on the phone in the middle of the night. I recalled how much tears I've fell for the past months, or rather a couple of years and I realised the importance of appreciating the real ones by your side.. Just by listening to me weeping on the phone, my rants over the night, you people kept quiet and tried all ways to make me smile the next few days, dropping texts that showed love and concern.. I hope its not too late to realise all this by now. I just wanna.. live on my own, not to be dependent on anyone and being happy, always.

Into the third week of SIP already, beginning to love the workplace and the people I'm working with, especially with @SiewYinL when I have breakfast with her every morning and for lunch occasionally. I think by the end of everything, I'll miss working this job despite complaining about it every now and then. This is life isn't it? 

My life's been evolving around SIP and nothing else. Every night when I'm home, I can't wait to laze on my bed and dozed off soon after. This kinda lifestyle have deprived me of hanging out with my loved ones though I really wish to see them from time to time. I even missed the dinner with Zt&co last saturday. I miss everyone, really.

When being asked upon my priorities in life, I don't deny that I'm selfish in a way such that I position career and studies before anything else. I don't know since when I'm starting to have this mindset but I hope it won't kill myself one day. I hate studying, but there's nothing else we can rely on without that piece of certificate in today's society, isn't it? I wish.. my boyfriend to be as understanding as I want him to - because I won't wanna forgo any one of my loved ones just because of what I want to pursue in the future. 24hours a day is not enough to me now for I don't know why. For now, I find it so difficult to work 10 hours a day, 6 days a week, surfing net to catch up with my friends online, chatting on the phone w/ loved ones, or even meeting up for dinners as and when I want to. :(

SIP On-Campus Session #1

After slogging our guts out for 2 weeks, finally we're back to school! I bet everyone was looking forward to going school than for work. It's great to see all the darls around again. Like expected, everyone shared their experiences and caught up with each other during that whole morning.

After SIP tutor session, we went off for LO session. Was the first time we met Ms Fang and she's really nice hehehe. Then.... the few of us gathered around to plan for Siewyin's advanced birthday celebration while she went off for her stuffs.

The surprise came to be kinda abrupt for her uh, and we were like... :S

I ordered 20 drumlets but still wasn't enough for all 10 of us!!!

Though we don't really meet each other that often now, but little catch-ups here and there are always appreciated. ^^

Met up with Melina last night! Kept me waiting for 30minutes ah this girl tskkkk. Had 18chefs for dinner! Caught up with each other, updated with each other on some gossip news and all... Realised that its been 3 years since we left PRCS. We're all getting old!!!! :(

See you soon Melina! :)

Surprise picnic organised for Jasreel's boy, we girls met up earlier and met our way to Marina Barrage to meet up with Shuni ^^

Those stuffs were really heavy, no joke.

Her maid prepared these food! Nice :D

(Spaghetti isn't that bad either, just that looks can be deceiving at times.. HAHA)

Salmon was good too ^^ LOVE SALMON~~~

Was playing with my camera's continuous shutter, only to find out this function few days back? -.-

Did I mention I'm really getting sick of birthday cakes? Kill me please hahahha September is sucha terrible month. But nevertheless hope you guys enjoyed your celebration(s) AND HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! (L)

Had my last lesson for the tuition at Bedok Reservoir. Today mark the end of 7 months of teaching her. She was my first tutee and she was telling me...

'Can you come on Sunday? Please?'

'But I thought I told you I won't be teaching anymore?'

'But I want you to teach....'  *Awww*

'I don't think I'll have the time already, I'll teach you when you start your P6 lor?'

'Really cannot? Monday? Tuesday? Wednesday? Thursday? Friday???'

'HANNAH HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL YOU AH'

Then we laughed at each other lololol although she can be so guai lan sometimes but you'll feel very happy when yknow your tutees are improving gradually.

OH DID I MENTION I GOT SACKED BY THE HOUGANG'S AND UNTIL NOW IM NOT EVEN PAID???? >:(