From the first to the last.

We girls didn't start out as one, Jiebing&co gave us the impression that their group were so noisy in class because of her contagious laughter! So we thought we'd be fun to hang out together as one and there it is, during our first year of Commskills presentation :)

As time went by, Nicole and Siewyin joined in the fun and our group grown bigger and noisier of course. Everywhere we went, we won't forget to fill the place with our laughter and noise, inviting stares from strangers but image is one that we didn't really bother, as long as we were happy with each other's company :D

When Year2 came, all of us had mixed feelings with new classmates and all, not forgetting myself. Was glad that I was still with some of my girls and I had great classmates! Kinda missed the times we had in 1st Avenue though....

Along with year3, this are the people that fought through the days and nights, doing up paragraphs and paragraphs of words, had countless of bitchings with each other and the last night before fyp submission is definitely one night I won't forget. -inserts vulgarities- Glad all is over and I'm glad I have you people with me. Without all of you, the 60-page report won't even exist. (L)

So on the last day of our paper/school, some of the girls left and the rest of us went for dinner at Bedok Point. Had a good talk with all of them, about marriage (!), studies, life, whatever lot... Luv you people! :>

LAST LECTURE OF OUR POLY JOURNEY!

Changed our plans to have Hei Sushi instead because of the tempting buffet which includes so many things!!! Soooo satisfied hehez.

But this poor girl was feeling so worried and frustrated about the lizard in her car earlier on, she didn't even drive to Ehub because of it. All of us thought it was just a normal lizard until......

We went back together as a group to find the lizard for her because there were ppl like Jessica who was not so afraid of it. So we started opening her doors, car boot, car seats whatsoever.... Some of them already look though this area but found nothing. Then...

SiewYin: Aye open up the thing again see have anot leh.

Weijin: We just now open already nothing leh

SiewYin: Open again la see see.

*I took the umbrella and forgotten who was holding the board for me as I was trying to knock on it*

THEN SUDDENLY SIEWYIN SCREAMED '在那边'!!!!!!! AND I SCREAMED LOR ALTHOUGH I DK WHERE IT WAS. 

Don't know who screamed also la but finally all of us saw HOW BIG THE LIZARD WAS. So disgustingly looking as it has spots or whatever on its body and its freaking big with its long tail :S Freaking disgusting to the max.

And true enough, we scream scream scream and our 'sister' wanted to came to our rescue, couldn't find it already. But some of them saw it went to the back seats. So we decided to park the car outside so we can open the doors and find it thoroughly..

Second time, 'sister' was checking the right seat and I went over to check on the left. As I looked and looked I happened to see one brown thingy crawling all over the black seat. IT WAS THE LIZARD HAHAH AND I SCREAMED LA SO FREAKING BIG.

All of us came to my rescue again but our screams scared the lizard away. Till it was nowhere to be found. :( So hot and tiring under the hot sun.....

And there goes our highlight of the day. Definitely not being bimbos but I didn't even expect the lizard to be so huge and unlike those lizards we have at home :/ Not really as scared as I am for cockroaches but still it was disgusting enough to make me have goosebumps all over. :S

Were freaking tired to carry on and thus we went separate ways while Xinghuei rushed home like dk what lololol. Weijin, Siewyin and I went to Tampines, I wanted to buy KOI! But decided not to in the end. So tired, so tired. :(

Exactly one more month.

In the midst of our FYP, we won't forget it was Priscilla's 20th birthday on Thursday! Went opposite with Charlotte and bought a small cake before our project meeting hehehe. Of course, after eating, we glued our heads on the computer screen alllll the way till evening :( 

Had a long weekend. Last minute work after friday's school and attended Alvin's dinner. Been a long time since we had one together with Siewyin! Then..... Though it was a Saturday but I woke up as early as 7am to accompany dad to the doctor before going to work till the end of the day. 

Now I just wish everybody to be alright, everyone to be happy, everything to be settled, have a better 2011. :(

Like a G6 like a G6.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO NG JIE BING! :D

It's been a year since this picture was taken. We spent the night at Ehub, filled the restaurant with our laughter and nonsense. Can't wait for the RWS plan we're putting up for Jb and Yy this coming 23rd! :) So while waiting for Jess to upload the pictures on Fb... I think I'll might as well upload the photos for 23rd hehe.

So school's been stressful so far. Sick of tutors telling us how tight our schedule is and how many projects we have on hand, not forgetting the major project that's gonna kill us by the end of Jan. Its the only 2nd week of school but I can foresee the lack of sleeping hours and energy starts kicking in. 6 more weeks to go, 6 more weeks to go before we end another phase of our lives. JIAYOU PEOPLE!

I always tell myself to update my blog but I'm damn lazy to do so. But anywayyyyy, went back for school two Saturdays ago and it was a great catching up session with my girls! ^^ Met Zengting my dearest girl in the afternoon and I loved how we talked nonstop through the shops and malls. It's how amazing that we could just not meet up for weeks or months but talk like nobody's business when it comes to our dates. When it comes to group outings, I don't talk about my personal problems that much as compared to when I'm with her alone. When was the last time we spent a day like this? Few times I thought we'd drift apart given our busy schedules (or rather mine though hehehe) In time to come, I won't wanna lose this dearest friend of mine, really.

How great it was to see Weijin, Mingming and all in school that day. Hi Xinghuei, if you're reading this, I miss you x10 too!! :( See SiewYin until I sian already leh LOL kiddingz. 

Work was great, though super tiring. 2 more weeks to go and a part of me can't bear to leave this wonderful workplace. 've been eating supper together with them these days and I totally loved it. Contradicting much, but I can't wait for it to end too because it's draining my energy like nobody's business okay :(

Last but not least, I bet some of you's been wondering my life, how it's been going and so on. Not to worry, I'm living my life as happy as I could and I wanna live on my own right now. 

SIP On-Campus Session #1

After slogging our guts out for 2 weeks, finally we're back to school! I bet everyone was looking forward to going school than for work. It's great to see all the darls around again. Like expected, everyone shared their experiences and caught up with each other during that whole morning.

After SIP tutor session, we went off for LO session. Was the first time we met Ms Fang and she's really nice hehehe. Then.... the few of us gathered around to plan for Siewyin's advanced birthday celebration while she went off for her stuffs.

The surprise came to be kinda abrupt for her uh, and we were like... :S

I ordered 20 drumlets but still wasn't enough for all 10 of us!!!

Though we don't really meet each other that often now, but little catch-ups here and there are always appreciated. ^^

Just the way you are.

Attended Nicole's birthday party few weeks ago @ Aranda. The last time I went there was like.... few years ago for Tingting's birthday??? Hahahah. Overdued pictureesssszx lazy to upload more so everything's on FB!

Played with sparklers. Niceszx :D

The two babygirls were so cute! :D

Then.. On the 3rd Sep it was Xinghuei's birthday bbq @ ECP :D

Hehehe thankiew @SiewYinL for penging the food all night long :D 

Oh! Before that we went over to 313 and made this cake at Icing Room. Hahahha.

And also a couple of (failed) birthday surprises which I didn't get a chance to take pictures!!

What's more....

• A day out with lovely! Its been so long hehehehehe. (Y) 
• Supper at Bedok 85! Loved the stingray eh :D
• Last minute mugging really tortured all of us :( 2 days of sleep = 7 hours???

After dontknow how many days of torture and finally exams are over yesterday, we girls (mm, wj and sy) went to have lunch at BBQ Chicken. NOT NICE LA! The food is getting really disappointing. Then... Wj wanted to do manicure, so we followed suit. Siewyin and I wanted to buy jeans at Uniqlo, and we bought. She bought some lingerie too hahahahah (Y) And we bought icecream @Mcds!! Not to forget pasar malam food. All this is = Shiokness + Pocket one big hole. At the end of the day.... I went for tuition! Like a torture to my eyes and body already. :( THE BEST THING IS HAVING 12HOURS OF SLEEP LAST NIGHT! :D

Need to enjoy life now for the remaining 10 days before SIP starts. GET READY FOR REAL WORK!

LET'S ENDURE!

Feel so carefree having to spend the whole day at home lying on the bed, on the sofa, watching movies and dramas without having to think 'oh I need to do project soon' Okay, at least for the next one month, NO MORE STRESS!!!!

Since this holiday is the last for us, I really, really feel like just do some packing up and have some getaway from this red dot and enjoy with my loved ones. Or maybe just... stay away from anything else for just a day. I just wanna have some good food with all my girls, or rather all of my friends ranging from secondary school to the kids to the poly friends and to outside friends......... birthday dinners, catching up dinners, drive out together and gather at some corner, talk about anything and everything and laugh our asses away just like the old good times, simple home steamboat at some house and play mahjong to spend the night away, or having our first nightlife(s) together.... HI GIRLS WHERE ARE ALL OF YOU???? Let's make it the best holiday ever because it'd be the last before graduation! And before Jiebing, Jessica and Huiyan leave us for their OSIP!!

Of course not forgetting I wanna have some time for myself, nua at home just like today, have countless hours of sleep. :D:D:D

Can't wait to get out of the school, thanks to the 'remaining shit in the garden' lor :)

TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF SEM 3.1!

When we were in secondary school, we can't wait for O's to be over. When it comes to Poly Year 1, we can't wait for 1st Ave practical to come. When it comes to tradings, we can't wait for it to end and move on to Year 3.. Now that we're in Year 3, we can't wait for internship to come. When it comes to internship... We can't wait for FYP to come and it to end because ALL OF US CAN'T WAIT TO GRADUATE!

3.1 is coming to an end, minus the two paper after YOG break. And soon we'll have our SIP, and soon we'll have our major project, and soon we'll have the last endsem and get out of this school. A part of me wish to stay on though, because this's the only chance we'll see each other again (?)

It's only Wednesday. I can't wait for everything to be over and done with. I can't wait for the one month study break. I can't wait to get out of Singapore and take a breather. I can't wait for SIP to start. Yes, I'm bloody sick and tired of whatever that's happening in my life, NOW.

I blame no one but myself for being sucha procrastinator. I've zero patience when it comes to handling work. I bitch together with my bitches whenever I feel upset, because this is the only way out to make me feel better. I get even more frustrated when things got screwed up and people irritated the hell outta me.

On Monday, awful stuffs I heard spoilt my entire day. At night when I was about to finish my MM individual at 3am, I realised I lost my thumbdrive and my IB. The next morning I missed Branding tutorial because I was too freaking tired to wake up on time. When I was printing the bloody project, things got screwed and in the end, my ezlink card is only enough to print my stuffs in blacknwhite when its supposed to be in colour. Some idiot had no manners to take away my chair without asking when I merely stood up for not more than 3seconds. (this one really chaocheebye)

Yesterday was the worse man. Shan't elaborate further. But I guess I needed a break. I find myself pretending to be someone that I don't want to be. I'm not voicing out as much as I do now. You know the feeling of being so tired to the extent that you can't even find the least energy to talk and laugh along together with the others? You realise your life is full of shit, your friends are being shitty but all you can do is just to suck thumb and live with it. You realise no matter how bad your day is gonna be/your day went, life goes on. You realise everyone only think for themselves. You realise everyone likes to live with judgement; they judge you based on looks, on academic results, the way you behave, the way you talk, the way you live your life. But at the end, as long as someone knows how to differentiate and balance between their private matters and school work, does it really matter?

Maybe, just maybe take it as I don't understand the others too. Each of us have our own matters to deal with.

Back to my Branding project!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To hell with projects.

Seriously, what's with Year 3? Yesterday was hell when we spent hours on the meeting itself and hours cracking our brains to think of ideas for our Branding collateral at VJ. That's not all. We met up with each other again today, split work and spent hours doing on whatever we're supposed to do. Oh yeah, not forgetting we've our own individual assignments to do: Mall Mgt + APEL + IMR. Seriously.......

Smiles on our faces yes, but I think our stomachs were screaming for food.

I wanna keep this photo in case this might be the first and the last time I'm wearing this dress lor hahahahahaha. (from VJ hor not mine!!)

And then hopefully, J Ho will appreciate and see our efforts and sweat and hardwork and whatever sai we've put in for this 2nd collateral.................

Oh! Well to reward ourselves for all the hardwork yesterday, we girls went on a lil shopping trip (Charlotte, Pris, Cheryl and myself!) and of course all of us had loots!! :D

We’re not perfect. Any of us. We make mistakes, we screw up but then we forgive and move forward.

It's Monday again~ Not much of the monday blues, just that the weather was so terrible and I was sweating like mad while waiting for the bus. Times like this I wish I've a car, now that I can drive.... :/ Humans will never be satisfied enough huh?

Reached on the dot but my 2 girls printed the notes hehez. Is it me or what, was struggling to keep myself awake throughout the whole lecture manz.

Had lunch, did RP project, time for RP lecture, then roamed around to wait for RI tutorial. Dinner at Pizzahut w/ the noisy 3 at the end of the day, LOL the amount of food we had was scary. Appreciate, appreciated, appreciation :)

Okay, this is how boring my school life is. Tomorrow there's RP presentation, and then RP project submission, and then here comes my 19th. And then midsem tests, and then two weeks holidays, and then school again. SAD. D:

Just love those lil things that make me smile.

Yesterday, we went to town and walked the usual places. Why no nice vans now!! :( Ahhh and I didn't get to buy my havaianas anyway :( Instead, it was an impromptu decision to buy the Liese bubble hairdye. HAHA. The results didn't turn really good lor, didn't get the brown that I wanted + my midhair is still black...... :(

Woke up by my tutee's call this morning. Tuition is cancelled! So I slept till it was noon, spent the afternoon doing some RP stuffs and RI tutorial while waiting for time to pass. Dinner at Furama Hotel w/ A and his family! It was good! Niceynicey, I likeeeee. :)

Back to school tomorrow. Did I mention I can't wait year 3 to end?

What the future holds, we won't know.

She isn’t clingy because she cares. She isn’t psycho because she wants to know who you’re with. She isn’t doubtful because she fears losing you. She isn’t insecure because she thinks another girl isn’t pretty. She isn’t boring because you don’t see her dolled up anymore, she just feels comfortable. Don’t blame her if she doesn’t call you all the time, she doesn’t want you to think she’s crazy. She just wants you to have some space. When you ask your girlfriend if you can do something and she says yes, it doesn’t always mean sure, go ahead. Yes she trusts you, she just doesn’t always trust the people around you. She’s not territorial. She’s not controlling. She just likes you, wants you to stay, and is just being the normal, caring, loving, will-do-anything type of girlfriend she is. So don’t break promises, even though we know you will. So don’t ignore her, even though we know sometimes you do. Don’t take advantage of her kindness, even though you already have. And don’t hurt her. Us girls don’t ask for much, just a moment of your time, a hand to hold, shoulder to cry on, and ears that will actually listen. We don’t expect you to be perfect because we already think you’re perfect for us. Your imperfections just make us love you more and more. So don’t hurt her, because she dropped her guard for you.

I wanted to go home straight after school to catch some sleep because I was damn bloody tired this morning, having to force myself to wake up for the 9am tutorial. Comments for the VJ collateral. Oh well, what's that to say anymore? Used the two hours break to do RP project, and thereafter the tutorial. Famished and had late lunch at Bizpark w/ Cheryl! Went to the library and find Siewyin&co, continued with projsssss :( Tired TTM.

Then dinner w/ Siewyin at CS because there's no movie screening at both cinemas. Hahaha it was good! Laughing and talking about the random(shocking) stuffs ah hehehez. (Y)

I swear my eyes are closing now but I've so many things left undone... Too little time. To add on, some fucktards' been so irritating and annoying that sometimes I really wonder how can they survive till this day on Earth.

Fucked up man, what's with all of you and your nonsense? Lifesux.

When bullshit comes around, it’s nice to see which of your friends actually do have your back.

Because I reached school too early, wanted to go in Cheers and happened to see Yifang who told me Zengting was in 1st Ave. So I went inside and find her lor! Hehehez. On the way back to class, I saw this familiar figure and it was Xinghuei hahahahaha. This two significant people made my day (Y)

What's there to say when its the same old routine everyday in school? Next up, tuition at the end of the day and I was too tired to go anywhere else. Thank goodness for no school tomorrow :)

The weather is damn terrrrible though it rained today!

Saw Zengting at the concourse this morning and it made me feel that today would be a good day! (Indeed it was) Yknow, its just these lil things that make me happy in life.

School's not bad... Did RP tutorial ah yadayadayada. Saw Xinghuei at level 5 and of cause I was so happy to see her after a long day! I end my day w/ tuition, and luckily I did my IMR tutorial while having it hor YAYYYYYY.

Sidetrack... I think I'm really glad for Priscilla to be around man. ^^v She's one of my motivation to attend classes everyday k!! :D

HECTIC.

So many things to do, so little time. 've been doing projects, assignments, tutorials, discussions. It's only the 3rd week of school and it's draining me out. This is tiring. Year 3 is not easy, but time flies faster than how it was as compared to the last 2 years. I hate the way I am in class. Quiet yes. Slowly, just slowly, I think I'll lose myself. Maybe its just the little things that make me happier each day. I need not mention here but I know it best what those are.

Will be back to reality after 2minutes, when I finish off my sentence here. My favourite month of the year is finally here. Getting older in about 3 weeks' time. Sometimes I just wish time could stop here, or maybe we could have the ability to travel back in time and live in it. Growing up ain't easy. But no, time waits for no one.

10 MONTHS!

Okay my bad, I actually totally forgotten about our 10thsary today!!! It was Xinghuei who remembered lor HAHAHA okay both of us forgotten about it so we're forgiven :D Love!

It's my brother's birthday too! I bought a cake from Rive (dk what) and this shows my good intentions okay, though we're always not on very good terms but.. at least do my part in being a nice sister every year!! :) Updates later!!

Saw this bird flying around in the toilet when I was about to bathe. Scared the shit out of me HAHAHA. (Its been 3hours and its still here!!!)

MOOLAH WITH NUFFNANG!

Yayyy my Nuffnang cheque finally arrived!! :D Though not alot of money laaa but didn't expect to get a cheque from them anyway because there's this period of time I didn't use BS and so the Nuffnang account was kinda neglected too hehehehe. Yay happy girl :)

TGIF again! To sum up this week, I think school was great :) If only every week could be like this! The silent comments we had in class (w/ Pris and Cheryl HAHA), the in-between breaks with my girls and co., and blahblahblahblahblah ;)

After lecture today, I went off for tuition and was feeling good because my tutee finished all her homework! Amazingly we talked alot today, she was so interested to know my pri school stories and all hahahaha.

Thennnn, I met Allan! :D Waited for him at the bus stop and we went to Toa Payoh! Didn't see him since last weekend but we're gonna pak tor tomorrow hurhurhur, probably getting our camera, provided the Tech Expo has it!

P.S Though I don't see Zengting everyday but I think there's always this bond, this connection in our hearts (L)

TGIF.

Week 1 of Year 3 went by.

Yesterday, I spent the whole time sleeping away. Not because I was tired, but because I wasn't feeling well and just wanted to stay in bed under the blanket even without the aircon. ): Supposed to have lunch w/ Mm and Xh but ended up... Hahahaha. Lecture is so boring like always. Was famished and went TM w/ some of the girls. Din Tai Fung xiao long bao!! :D Off to Toysrus while Jiebing hunt for her present. That was when I started to feel ... just no more energy to walk anymore. Bid goodbyes, endured the whole bus trip which seemed so long because my head felt so heavy :(

Just had panadol, my nose is leaking nonstop. Hopefully to feel better so I'd be able to see A tomorrow and not cancelling my tuitions on Sunday. Just wanna enjoy my weekends from now on. Next week onwards gonna be busy/torturous.